{"id":1297,"date":"2010-05-21T22:43:00","date_gmt":"2010-05-21T22:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gingiber.com\/it-is-finished-my-week-that-is-2\/"},"modified":"2010-05-21T22:43:00","modified_gmt":"2010-05-21T22:43:00","slug":"it-is-finished-my-week-that-is-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/?p=1297","title":{"rendered":"it is finished (my week that is)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><a href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_QUKI7v2vaF0\/S_cMOtr4cuI\/AAAAAAAABWE\/rpfSOtAXO7g\/s1600\/081119black_large.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"373\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_QUKI7v2vaF0\/S_cMOtr4cuI\/AAAAAAAABWE\/rpfSOtAXO7g\/s400\/081119black_large.jpg\" width=\"400\"><\/a><\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.cgunit.net\/search\/label\/KMR\">source<\/a>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u00a0Oh, can I tell you how incredibly exhausted I am? I worked 60 hours this week on my Healthcare Systems Engineering Workshop. I pretty much organized 22 schools totaling to 75 guests who visited our Department for this special workshop. <\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I organize entire events. I maintain a website. Yes, I answer the phone and schedule meetings, but I am in charge of all of our finances. I help create budgets. I schedule travel for way too many people. I do a lot. Usually, I am not overwhelmed with this job at all. And, next week, I will feel fine once again.\n<\/div>\n<div>You know what else is awful, several people complimented me and the event, but all I can dwell on is that once person who was not completely satisfied with my performance during the week.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I used to joke about how I am an affirmation junky. I love compliments, but especially from strangers or people in authority, like say, those who control my paycheck.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I know&#8230;. you all are thinking what a nut-job I am. Yes, I am an emotional basketcase. Sometimes, especially online, bloggers tend to act as if everything is just so sunny and perfect, I guess that is because most of you want to be inspired and have your spirits lifted. Sometimes, though, I just need to be real.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Some of you know that I have been in a funk recently. Did you know that I have struggled with depression for years? I have good times and bad times. Since I have started this blog, I have been mostly happy. Recently, however, I feel so restless.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I went to the doctor today to ask about advice for an eating plan. My stupid doctor said that I should either get on the South Beach Diet, or accept my new larger self&#8230;. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? I cried a little, which made him uncomfortable. He then asked me if people call me fat often&#8230;..\u00a0 needless to say, I am going to find a new doctor. I do not think it is ever an option to give up on anything, especially your health and wellness. So I guess I still have a little fight left in me, just to show him what is what.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>This is what has been on my mind recently.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sorry it is just ramblings, but I like blogging, and sharing what is in my heart.\u00a0<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Thanks so much for reading.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><span>-Stacie<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0source \u00a0Oh, can I tell you how incredibly exhausted I am? I worked 60 hours this week on my Healthcare Systems Engineering Workshop. I pretty much organized 22 schools totaling to 75 guests who visited our Department for this special workshop. I organize entire events. I maintain a website. Yes, I answer the phone and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1297","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1297"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1297\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gingiber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}